Rapture 8

The mind of a cockroach

January 15, 2007

Joel Akin

John 5:29 And shall come forth; they that have done good, unto the resurrection of life; and they that have done evil, unto the resurrection of damnation.

No one is meant to die in the resurrection of damnation. The death is meant for those who are demonic and Satanic. Yet what do we do if there are those among men who do not wish to live? Who wish to die? They are those who are of the dark or of the light. Those who are of the light are those who turn to Christ for help. Those who are of the dark are those who remain in darkness.

Most Christians assume that all people will die and all people will go to hell or go to heaven. But what if there were a third choice? Would we as Christians be offended if the unborn were left behind? Would we say that those who were aborted never merited salvation? What if all the aborted were standing before the throne of God crying out "How long God until we are justified?" Would we be afraid to go up to God? Would we then say to Him "Hold back judgment because we were responsible for killing a child?" How about if we were an accessory through acts of will or negligence? Would we then be guilty?

The answer to these is called Judge and only God can judge. So if we are meant to judge angels, as scripture tells us, what if James was speaking literally? That we would judge angels but not men? What if we as Christian had no business judging men? What if we were meant to keep our hands off men because it wasn't up to us to judge but God?

What if those men who never turned to Christ as Lord were demonically controlled and had no choice? What if Jesus were the one that spoke to men and we were meant to speak to others so they would have a chance? Because when we spoke, in the power of the name of Jesus and through the power of the Holy Spirit, that demon which controlled men had to submit so the person under control could hear the truth? What if they were like a child huddled in darkness? Not just the youngest person but even the one we despised and hated and called the worst of killers?

You might laugh and say "That is stupid. I was a sinner and I heard the truth and I had a choice. I was in control and I knew what was happening!"

But I'll say something that most of you won't like and won't repeat lest it offend you. "There are no people out there in control except those who have turned their life over to Jesus Christ."

Now you have heard from someone who knows. I know because I have been to that place called spirit and I have seen what no one else is permitted to see. Not that which Paul spoke of; he was referring to the things in Heaven 3. I could write about that as well but that is for a later tale.

No, this is a tale that is true and it is happening to people from the moment they take a breath. They are under control and they do not understand fully what is happening. Now you hate that because I have turned off that which we call the Holy Spirit and the conscience and all things God does to try and wake people up so then I have to either repent or ask God to help me explain.

So what if I am wrong? Then I pray and ask God to help me clarify what I said or to help me understand why it seems and feels like truth.

The answer to this isn't as easy as we portray it. We live life thinking that we are in control. But to understand it is to explain Sin, the most deadly creature that ever walked in Eden. It was part of the serpent and part of Satan and part of something called a Scourge. It was and is the most deadly thing that ever existed and it is the spirit that I fight. I have been at war with it and with its army for more than 3 years now. It isn't the war you are in. That was sin and sin was one part of its army. If you sin you were part of it even if you loved Jesus. Why? Because you were sinning and sin was the part of Sin that gave him power. All men were sinners and all men were part of Sins army.

And not one man on the face of the earth had ever overcome sin let alone Sin. Jesus helped me fight sin and God helped me fight Sin. Don't think you have because you don't know what you are saying. You are part of an army if you sin. Its as simple as that because when you sin you are under control of Sin. And when you sin you are under authority of someone who is not of God.

And if you sin you are turning your light on for sin. You are part of an army called the dragon and the dragon is part of that which is red and there is no antidote but Jesus and His father and the Holy Spirit.

Now this war isn't one you understand. Christians never understood the fullness of the battle God was in. Most never understood what sin was. They just didn't. It wasn't that Jesus didn't love men. He did enough to die for them. What men didn't understand is that he had to die as man so that the devil who was Satan could take him down to hell. And there they fought and there Christ beat him. But it was a war for 3 days and 3 nights and there were no stops for lunch. It was a battle over sin and over the grave and over a place called Paradise.

It was this battle which Christ won so that he might take up Paradise into the resurrection. If Christ had not won that battle then all those who came before would not have been able to pray for those who were yet to be delivered.

Now if that bothers you then hang on. It gets different and it may hurt your understanding. The battle went on day and night until there was a victor. But Jesus had to leave one thing behind. His flesh. Now that isn't a horrible thing because it is the part of the story where I had to fight against a creature that was possessed by that spirit which was left in the grave. It was the spirit which Jesus left. It was the part of the earth which was meant to be defeated by Christ but there hadn't been time. So it meant that one person had to defeat the demon who usurped the actual body of Christ who was in the grave.

Now that sounds wrong to you so I'll explain it in a simple manner. Jesus died. Now that is fact. He rose again. Now that is fact. Most people assume he never had a sinful body. The fact is he did. But it wasn't sinful because of what men did nor what women did. It was sinful because it aged. All you have to do is study scripture and you will see that Jesus aged. It talks specifically about aging. He was 12 and then he was 30 and then he was 33 and he was at the cross. It doesn't tell us why he aged it just is part of scripture.

Now you think you understand so listen because I am careful in this story. Jesus aged. That is sin. It was never Gods will for man to age. We were given a body and if it was meant to age it would have. We were born with understanding of time so at a certain period of life we chose to age gracefully based on healing. Healing was part of the process of growing up. It was meant to be a healing time and not a time prone to angst and sorrow and lonliness and pain.

Jesus went to the grave and that part of his body was given to him by Mary his mother. It was sin and it was something he didn't need. So he left it in the grave. It never rose up with Christ and Jesus was filled with the Holy Spirit. He rose up to become part of that which was given to men as the Holy Spirit. Peter spoke of this in a slight way that Jesus spoke of these things.

The Holy Spirit was left with the body in the grave. Now that sounds even worse then before but remember David prophecied these things when he said "I left my body in hell but it was not meant to see corruption." Now that is how the body works. It goes to either the grave or to hell.

Now Sin wanted the body to possess so that he could raise it up at the last day and say "I am Christ." He wanted it to be a body impervious to war and to suffering. So he raised it up and it became a source of pride to men. They took it and they hid it upon the earth. Now that body is spirit and cannot be seen by men of normal viewing. But it was raised up so it could be seen by men of spirit.

That means those who were spirit filled but not by the Holy Spirit who had to bear the indignity of Sin.

Now Sin was a spirit that wanted men to enter into heaven so it could control all life. The Holy Spirit had to control Sin so it could not enter into heaven. This meant God had to provide men with a salvation plan that included life but not death. For the Holy Spirit went into Sin to try and thwart him but found Sin would not be stopped. Now this sounds impossible but its true.

Now the Holy Spirit went into Sin and allowed men to fight with him and to fight with his alter ego. Now that sounds even worse. So lets put it into a perspective that makes more sense. The Holy Spirit went to Sin and submitted to death. Now that sounds biblical. So chose for yourself which is the best choice because that is what happened. Jesus said "In your hands I submit my spirit." Now he was speaking to the father and not to Sin or sin of those who were there. That meant the father had a way of protecting the mind of those who were under sin. Sin went into the hands of the Holy Spirit but had to submit himself into the wrath of the evil one.

Why? Because the body of sin was the body of Christ. Remember the Holy Spirit arrived as a dove but not with a body. The body of the dove was that of the Holy Spirit. It is Biblical and it is the reason why God wanted us to preach to every creature. The Holy Spirit had to try and reach men but we would not listen. The Holy Spirit then wanted us to preach to the creature so that it would have life. We didn't because we called it foolish and that of the cult. So men lost out on preaching to the creature. There were none who cared. Not one until I came along. I asked God to help them and I still do. I don't want one lost because they were meant to be of God also.

That means they were meant to be of His spirit and Spirit. They were the beast around the throne and there were those among the beast that were meant to be healed of their curse. That curse wasn't just of body but of mind. For some of those who fell were forced into the beast. And many of those spirits that went into the sow and into the pig were of men. They were crying out not to be sent into the abyss because they were afraid. They were terrified of things that were there. They went into animals and animals were called creature. Look it up. Noah understood it and they submitted to him.

Now this is part of the glory God has to reveal that men had a ride inside of a beast. Not the mind but the body because the body was cast into sin and God had no way of hiding them. So they had to go into the beast and it was a horrific ride. So many died because there were no people left on earth. They died because we never preached to the creature.

Now the creature is of God and God made man for the animal and animal for man. We were meant to eat the beast but that spirit which rode inside of the beast was possessed also so multiple spirits went inside of the creature. They rode into men and possessed spirits of buffalo and cattle and men fell into sin. They went into men and men lay with the beast. And they lay with men and there was blasphemy. God never intended us to lie with the beast and it was not the will of the Holy Spirit to be forced into a dove. He preferred to come as a man but we didn't feel offended by a simple dove. So God allowed it because no one prayed or preached to the creature.

Jesus did but the scripture doesn't record it so I won't mention it here. The fact is we are part of the creature also. Our body is mended upon the wed of the creature of earth. How? By the fact that the DNA was pulled up from earth and our DNA is similar in all aspects to animals. This was on purpose so when the time came for healing of us we could understand what the creature had to suffer. Not only from us but from sin. For sin went into a mouse and especially into the rat. He tried but couldn't fathom the mind of the cockroach. That is too bad because he was a cockroach.

Now all this might shock you but I can't tell it all. I have to stop here because I'm wore out from fighting. I have yet to pray and tonight I hope to pray for the creature and for France. Those are things God has laid upon my heart. For if the creature is healed then God can help to bring to pass that which is spoken of by Isaiah that we who are of earth can possess the riches of it. For men do not pray for the creature and thus the creature becomes part of the curse. And we pray we would be raptured but we do not care about the creature. And God wants the earth healed but we do not care about the earth except for what it possesses. I know that offends some and I apologize because I know some of you love the earth as God made it. So forgive me. I speak only to those who despise it and wish it to be destroyed in a cataclysm called Armageddon. It doesn't have to happen to earth but to a false earth God could make. But that is another tale.