Rapture 19

Li vs the Lie

January 23, 2007

Joel Akin

We'll begin with a word. The word is li. The word of li is the beginning and in the beginning God created a li. The li wasn't evil and didn't have a name. It was just a li.

Now if the li had a beginning then who made the beginning work? It was God. For God made all things good and the li was good. For the li was a beginning and the beginning was a li. But a li based on faith and on hope and on joy.

The li was a friend to God and the friend copied all that God made. It was a spirit and it went into all the world and it copied and it copied until it was happy. And it went down to the earth of heart and it copied what it found there. And it went into sin and it copied that as well. And when it copied sin it found that it was a lie for sin had no name. Sin was a spirit of li but didn't want to be a li. It wanted to have an evil name and so God called it lie. And it had an e and the e was evil and it made evil of all things. Until finally God said "Enough."

And enough was evil to li because it had an e. So it thought God had become evil as well. So it cast God aside and it went into evil because if God had become evil then no one could be good.

The li went into men and it copied their DNA and it copied their heart and it copied their li. For the li of men was the li of heart and men had a li. And the li of men was good but their heart grew wicked. And men fell for the lie and cast off their heart which was good and so God let it die and it slept inside of man. And when it slept men fell into the li. And there they were carried back up to God for judgment.

When they arrived at the judgment of God they asked "Why did we do evil? It doesn't make any sense." And God answered "Because of the li. The li became evil and made you evil. And it copied your heart and it copied your li and it copied your dream."

And so the li became evil and the li became good. And the li cried out to God "I cannot chose for I am but a li."

God answered "There is no one who is good, no not one."

And the li answered and said "I have good here. Is this good or is it evil."

God saw the li had become an evil spirit and said "You were good but you have become all evil. There is nothing in you that is good so you will be destroyed."

And the li tried to cry but it was evil. And the li tried to help but it was evil. And the li cried out "I am evil."

Now the li wanted to add "I like it" but it couldn't. For it had a heart as well and the heart was still good. Yet God hid the heart of the true li for the true li was his beginning. And God wanted men to know that the li was the father and God was the father and the father of li was God.

Yet Sin came and lay with a boy and took him by force and conceived by evil means a child which was evil. And the evil child thought it was evil. It was but only because it chose to be evil. For the child of evil could not steal the heart of good. It could only chose a path of evil. A path that Sin thought would be good if his son became wrong. For wrong was like a tree of evil and the tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil was only a true li. It could not conceive of evil it could only communicate of it. And so men thought the tree was evil because it had an evil title. Like Bad Boys from the church. And the church was the evil? No, it would be the bad in boys. But boys are always being bad so was the boy bad or just bad.

So the story of God was written in the true li. It told His story as only Gods story could be told. For God had hidden his heart in the tree and the tree had taken it and conceived something from it based on the li. The li was meant to copy and the copy was meant to teach. And the teaching li was a boy or a man depending on your view of age. And it went and took the man or the boy and made him bad. It took his heart, his true heart, and made it bad. And the tree of ent, the tree that Tolkien wrote about, it might have been Long Beard, it doesn't really matter, became bad. But he said something that God showed me was wise. He said the women trees left a long time ago. Tolkien knew things and he wrote them. He studied and he did pray. He wasn't a prayer warrior but he knew the ins and outs of it. And he prayed for God to bless his message of the tree. For it was of the Ent and the Ent was of the tree of knowledge of good and evil. It was part of the story of creation. And it was part of the story Tolkien found in ancient literature.

And the Ent became a fable and we lost its understanding. We threw it out because it wasn't meant to be of our race. It was part of a story Tolkien tried to piece together. It was based on the li and no one knew that meant piece of life.

For life was part of the iron and the iron was part of a world we call Planet X. Planet X was meant to come and hit earth in 2012, at least according to the Mayan Calander. No one knew for sure what 2012 signified. But the Mayan people knew. They knew because they also had ancient literature.

We are one of the few races that burned our literature because we became filled with a li of death. We wanted to destroy all knowledge so that we could say we had arrived at the Christ road of life. We believed Jesus came to throw away the li. It wasn't the li he came to destroy but the lie. And the lie was not of life because the f was removed. Not of curse but of life. For life held the f and the f was part of the story of hope and life in all things.

We fell and we failed and we frustrated people of time because we cursed life. We took literature, all literature, and we burned it.

We said "If it is not of scripture we will cast it off." And we did by the truckload. By the wagon load. By the ship load. By the library load. By the half ton. By the dumpster. By any means possible we turned our literature into garbage until the ages ring out one thing "We all do it." We all toss it out day after day after day after day until men of Heaven weep. Because we no longer see that we are the age of reason. We no longer understand how to read or think or see or feel. Its because we curse men who read anything they can find to read. Even dirt has a story. Even soiled dirt has a story. And it was us who threw it all away.

Until at the end of day when we asked God "What do we do with all this garbage only one man stepped forward and said "I'll do something with it." Some saw a fortune in tossing it all away. Some saw a fortune in storage devices. Some saw a fortune in knowledge of guild. Some saw a fortune in weighing life down so much that Jesus wanted us to burn it. And that is what we heard from his life. Get rid of it all. So he became our reason for life and those people who wanted knowledge could go to hell with it.

So who was right? Those who wanted knowledge? Or those who wanted freedom? It depended on one thing "Did knowledge help or hurt us?"

In the end that question depended on who raised us. If we were raised in a free zone then it helped. If we were raised where it was used to hurt then it became evil. And so those who saw it as evil cursed men who saw it as good. And in the end we decided to do one thing with knowledge. Curse it and call it evil. And we did until the li became a lie. And the lie became the father of lies because there were no men left among Christians who knew the truth of the words Jesus spoke. Some tried to recreate it but they refused to burrow deeper into things lest an evil spirit take them into evil. They believed knowledge was evil. They believed it so deeply that God had to hide knowledge in a place called the heart of God.

For inside each of us is part of the tree of knowledge of good and evil. We stored it inside each one of us. It became part of our history and part of our legacy. It will be there for us to find. Someday. It isn't meant to be evil. It was meant for good. It was meant to be found and restored. But we threw it all away. All of us were guilty. All of us found it and recycled it and turned it in for a penny a pound. I did as a child and I still recycle it today. Maybe because some of it was boring. I still have my favorite articles cut out. Maybe once a week. Most of us cut out a favorite now and then. Maybe that is why I started a web site on my favorite things. And I print those out on the average of once a day. And that is one reason why I am waiting for God to return.

Because when God returns he wants me to know that I will be known for one thing. Saving and saving and saving until I have it all back. The garbage we threw out. Now that sounds boring but I get to have help. People who will make things from garbage. People who will sell it as garbage remade. For I have found that things of age are the most sought after things in all time. And the rights to those things fell away so long ago that people of ancient times don't want them. They want our age of garbage.

Its the mysteries of life. So God is setting me down in their day and they get our day. I still will have my treasures but I get to go back and collect until I'm blue. For God is going to remain God and keep out of time. And it will come to an end in a thousand years or so. Until then we who are alive and remain will be carried up to Heaven where we'll always be with the Lord.

And the spirit of li will be carried up as well. The true li which was in the tree in the garden. It was someone who cared enough to send the very best. It was a spirit of Deth named Ammon. We may call him by another name someday. But let it end with one word. A word that was meant to be part of our history. A word we use in prayer still. At least most of us. Perhaps I stopped doing it always because I found that it became a habit and habits went out with the nun crowd. And those habits were part of the story of time because a habit became a place of safety. A habit became part of the word for habitat and inhabitant. And if I may habit is still the dream I have for a gift from God because I wore a habit every day for the last two years. It was called Prayer. And I wanted knowledge but I was guilty of heinous crimes of throwing things out. So I started a web site on news and I saved as much as I could on things underground. So God is going to give me a gift and it is the knowledge of things that grow. For everything is underground and under is what I love. So that includes rocks and soil and all things like that. In a way it is like the garbage I want. It is all under ground. It went there as garbage and some of it will return as more garbage for the future. Until then may the Lord bless you and keep you and may his countenance shine upon you. Amen!