Why the Rapture became a password in our churches

December 4, 2006 Monday

Joel Akin

Imagine you grew up in a church that prayed “Even so come quickly Lord Jesus.” It was the prayer of the Saints and the Saints were those who had dedicated themselves to prayer. Now lets imagine that history writes us songs of the wolf and the wolf was Satan and Satan kept urging the church to cry out “The Rapture must take place by 1977, by 1981, by 1987, by 1999, by 2000, by 2001 until we all fell into the wolfs lie and we shouted out “Stop telling me about the rapture. I don’t want to hear it.”

So if I play the role of the wolf, and I could tell you I’m not, and I could tell you I am not interested in lying, nor telling partial truths, or half truths or little truths. Just the truth. I want to tell you why Satan covered up the rapture with dates and how we as Christians fell for it. The simple answer is we longed for freedom. We longed to be home in heaven with the Lord. We longed to be free of suffering and sorrow.

Then there were years when large ministries went through a time of cleansing, as we called it. God was cleaning out the church publicly. We had it beamed to us through our televisions and computers and newspapers. It became gossip that passed on from truth to fiction to lie until we all had opinions and we all held grudges and we all said “That would never happen to me.” And we didn’t know the wolf was waiting at the door with the second prong of his attack. To destroy the people of God and to destroy their credibility. And it worked. You can claim church and ministry are growing but the honest fact is less people believe in the Bible today then they did twenty years ago.

Then there came the leaders who swept out all the garbage. They threw out the history, the trouble makers, the problems that existed in the church. I saw it happen in the churches I went to and it probably has happened at thousands of others. No one wanted problems and people just went into division as if they were working for the Wolf. They were. But something happened along the way. It could have been age. It could have been time. It could have been the wolf. Suddenly we threw out something small from our churches. Something called hope.

Now I could write a book on hope but this isn’t just about the pages of hope but the cry of hope. For when we threw out hope we had to toss out one thing that made the Bible real to people. For without hope the churches fell and the people fell and everything fell into the mouth of the wolf.

I have never been more serious. I’ll even be a little arrogant. That I didn’t know the importance of hope. I didn’t know that without hope your faith is worthless. I also know that men went out and built empires where they didn’t understand hope but they understood faith. And that was a lie of the wolf. For the wolf had infiltrated, once again, the hope of the church.

So there followed more years until those who were men and women of hope, the generation that was raised in the fifties and sixties, they fell into age and the wolf was there waiting to devour them. And I have seen it happen so hard that it crushed them into the ground. And they too wanted to throw out hope because all that remained was the promise of death. Better death then endless days of suffering and disease. There were those who cried out “What about my faith” but their faith was devoured and eventually they went silent because there was no man on earth that could help them.

And so this story seems to be a dark one and it was. It carried the bristle and the hair, the stiff and the hurt, the cry and the howl, the mourning and the weeping. Over it all there hung a pall moon and there hung an oppressive sky and there were none really understanding that things were changing in the heavens. We had lost touch with God. I don’t mean in a small way, I mean in a big way. We forgot God and we turned aside from Jesus Christ, and we ignored the cries of the Holy Spirit who was as one who lived in the wilderness crying out like John the Baptist. And it was there in the wilderness of suffering that people met the Holy Spirit.

It was there in the midst of this loss I met with God; at a point in my life where I was crushed by endless pain. I could not fathom its depths nor comprehend its burning agony. I could not scream for I could not speak. I could not cry except in my heart and it was there that God of all creation met with me.

Now you’ve heard stories before of those who have met with God. I do not deny them, nor do I speak against them. I would only say one thing. I learned something that God has indicated no man on earth has learned in more than 1,000 years or more. I learned how to fight. And when I say learned God indicated that I became a warrior so powerful He took me out into the universe and began to teach me how to fight against powers of darkness. They were the spiritual giants that came down to the daughters of men. They were so strong that not one of them could be beaten by any being in all existence. They were the most powerful spirits that existed and one could wipe out earth if they were given a chance. I had to take on seven and that was just the first battle.

I then went on to become a warrior with God in the spirit realm and it was there that I learned how to listen without hearing. How? By being still and knowing that He was God. It was a difficult thing for me to learn and it is one reason I write this now. These spirits fought me and they were nasty and they were mean and they were bad. And not one of them wanted to be preached to. They only wanted to destroy.

Now I fought them and there were things that happened that I won’t speak of but I knew that God was there even if I could not hear Him as one might speak to a friend. It was only in a secret place of my heart and I had to try to find it even in the midst of this battle.

There were other spirits I fought and won because I had learned a secret from God that kept me safe. It was this. I prayed but not with list or name or organization, or people telling me what to pray. I prayed by listening. And that was the secret that kept me sane. It was the secret that kept me going. It was the secret that gave me hope. For it was hope that became part of my life and I was able to hold on to the table even when it seemed all that was in the house would vanish away.

Now the world is filled with spirits and these spirits, like the wolf, are after you at home, at school, at work, at play. They do not care who you are and they do not care what you do. All they care about is using you. Christians are under their authority whether they like that thought or not. How can I tell? Something that you will read but will not be able to understand as yet. It is this. You can tell you are under spiritual control if you struggle in your relationship with God. Second, you are under Sin if you struggle in your body with pain, hurt, lust, or things that prevent you from accomplishing what you would desire. You are in their control if you have turned away from Jesus Christ and continue to throw your sin upon him day after day without a word of thanks or care. You are under their control if you read this and say “So what” and go your way without another thought.

The fact is these spirits still exist because they are part of men. And men accept them and men let them lead them and guide them. When you allow a spirit to control you there is an aura that comes over a person, which they don’t see, but a man of spiritual insight can recognize it. Some spirits are downright nasty and scary. And they are the ones that I hate.

Now I wrote this because I wanted to share with you about the rapture. I wanted to tell you it is in the process of being accomplished. I wanted to tell you that like prophecy of old it had to be divided into two parts. The first was the dead in Christ shall rise first. That is accomplished and is being treated as a done deal.

The problem is those who rose up understand there is a major problem on earth because no one cares that the dead went up. No one saw them and no one heard them and no one understood that was never mentioned as being a part of the story like it was in Christ Jesus’ return. Why? Because back then Jesus returned and wanted to speak with his friends before he returned to heaven. They came and worshipped him and they told him they wanted to be in heaven. They didn’t want to suffer the things that Jesus saw coming upon Jerusalem. So they had to die the hard way. They rose quietly because most of those who died did so nearly two thousand years ago and they rose as dust. And that dust came from all over the world. It required God to raise up storms so horrific that the entire world was wrapped in hurricanes. Well, you say they still continue and they do. Its a sign that this story is still continuing and that the battle over souls is still going on. And men are still fighting and men are still dying. And Sin still tries to prevent them, especially those from America from rising up. Each of them is protested and each of them is given a signil ring. And that ring protects them from the ravage of evil. Now a signil ring is like a dream and the dream is part of their story. They fall asleep and they wake up spiritually but they don’t understand. So they are given something they can cling to in the spirit realm to help them. It is a sign to them and that sign is there to encourage them. For many of the soldiers who die are maimed or hurt or call out words that hinder them. They don’t know that heaven is there and they are brought up to God and taught the truth. And that truth is that Jesus came and cleansed them from their sin when they prayed as a child in Sunday School. He never left them or forsook them. And when they left home their family and friends and nation prayed and God heard those prayers. And He personally took charge because He is angry with Sin.

For Sin is the spirit who destroys men and it is the spirit that wove its heart into the people of the land in which they fight. It is a dark spirit and they hate freedom and they hate God and they hate all those things that our nation stands for. It is this which keeps men from believing because they don’t know what happens after death.

To put it simply there are two roads. The first road leads to destruction. It is the part of the story where men die and they are thrown into hell. Hell is the first part of the journey. Now some say hell is for all eternity. It is. The soul that goes there perishes. But the spirit doesn’t. The spirit is of God so God lets His spirit that He gave to men go to Hell with those who die. He suffers with them and is present in their suffering. He gives them knowledge and then they are free to do as they wish. Now God doesn’t feel pain its just that He is present in their suffering. This is to let men know that the soul that does not overcome the flesh, and that is an important part of you, is thrown into hell. It is the part that curses and screams and yells and mocks God. It is the part of men that is always wanting things his way.

Now if this were the whole story it would be sad. It would be as if we were created, couldn’t fight Sin, and we were thrown into Hell because we were flawed from birth. Yet at birth we are given part of God, what I would call the conscience, to help my soul along life’s journey. But life isn’t kind and I find myself ignoring that voice of truth and being more and more bad. And so it goes and so it is and that is the way of men. War doesn’t clean them up it often makes them worse.

But here is the key difference. God is still in control. And that means God cares enough to be there for them in Hell. And if it is possible to understand there is a way out that is not apparent to men. And that way is by God. God sees a man in pain and prays that he will listen. Some men don’t wish to think so they fill their mind with things that hinder them in their walk. They spew out invectives, curses, lies, filth and so on because they are in hell. But Hell isn’t the last of the line. It isn’t meant to be eternal for men only for Sin. Sin is the one spirit that took all creatures and made them bad. It controlled them and it still does. It is the only spirit capable of cursing the soul and the soul is part of the heart and the heart is created by God.

Until men turn that part of their heart over to God, and that is the part that they control, they remain in hell. It is hell that is the first place that men go who have rejected God. It is Sin that remains there until they have released Sin. If they can release Sin then they have to fight their way out of hell by being given authority. Authority is the part of it where men listen to God and then they fight. If they refuse to fight, and by fighting we speak to refusing to listen to God, then they remain in hell. Some will remain there for an eternity because they chose to ignore the teaching of God. Scripture does speak to God being there through David.

Now if Hell is real, then why is there a need for repentance. Why not send men there just because they are bad? Think of it as a man who kills someone else. He goes to prison because you want him to be punished. Sometimes they are given capital punishment and people scream “We hope you rot in hell” but these men are all under the influence of Sin. So if Sin is like a mind control experiment on the part of Dark Spirits on the people of earth who do we blame for the evil that Sin does? For if Sin is a chip, like a nanobot that goes wild, and that nanobot is built on passive influence. Who would look for something that doesn’t exist as we understand it?

The fact is we all would laugh and say Sin is what we do. Sin is our choices gone bad. The problem with that reasoning is that God made men flawed from the beginning. That is a lie of the wolf. Satan. The father of lies. He is the father of theft, the father of murder, the father of destruction. He built an empire using Sin as his ally and he is the spirit of darkness that I fight. I am not losing but I am not moving things very quickly. Its because this isn’t a normal battle.

Every Christian believes they know what spiritual warfare is but most do not. They don’t know you don’t go after the spirits you go after God. If you go after the spirits and take God along for the ride He might have mercy and let you win. But God doesn’t go out and kiss them with His love. He goes out and kills them and sends them to Hell. And that isn’t a nice thing to think about for us who want God to be nice. Lets be frank. They don’t care because they threw God out and He is their source of knowledge. They get their understanding from men and that means men become the source of their strength. And if men are evil the spirits grow in power.

So this does get strange but it has to do with the rapture. Those who die are carried to a special world where they are cared for. Their spirits are left there so they can heal with their soul. This is for those who are born again through Jesus Christ. And many of them are happy and content but some want to be somewhere where they can accomplish something.

Now lets just imagine that the greatest movie stars of the 1900’s, especially the first fifty years, all died. Some went to hell, some to paradise, some to a special realm created for them. They all loved and had fun and had adventures and explored but they all realized it was a dream. Not those in Hell just those who died. It was a dream carried to them to help them sleep while their soul made a choice. If their soul chose Hell, and some did, then they would be carried up spiritually to heaven. And there they would grow again as a new man. And that new man would become whatever the spiritual nature desired. And if they went bad, and that does happen one in a trillion, then they have to go to hell spiritually.

Now that doesn’t make sense but someday it will for Sin was a spiritual man who went evil by choice.

In all these things there is a desire on our part to understand. And that is why this Rapture is being held up. I know some may question that but there are several reasons for it. First all the souls that died from the past have been moved into a new realm. One is hell and that is the real hell where they’ll stay until they learn. The other is Sin and Sin gets his own realm. Think of it this way. Sin was part of Time and Time was part of men and men were part of Sin. Now all they are connected to Sin and yet not all were evil. Like Lucifer, who was an angelic cherub, or a man who had wings, he was given an ability to sing. And he could sing like a bird or like a man. And his voice rang out in chapel and it was a voice unlike any that existed. And men wept and cried and mourned that Sin had been found in him.

Sin is a spirit and Sin is an evil presence that wants a chance but only to do evil. If he were given a chance it would be to renew his nature and become stronger. He was given a chance in the garden and he blew it. And he became part of the serpent and the serpent became part of Sin. And that is why the serpent carries a toxin called poison which has to be removed. It is meant to destroy the blood and in some cases does so at a pace beyond conception.

Now if the rapture is on hold then why even mention it? The answer is because I don’t believe there are people, even Christians, who spend their days in prayer asking God for it to happen. I could be wrong...I hope I am. But if God indicates I’m not then there is something seriously, even critically wrong with our churches. For if the rapture were meant to happen and no one showed up you would laugh. But God gave me dreams that showed limos or white limousines waiting with a chauffeur in front of each. That may not mean much to you but I believe the limos were all dodge ram limos. Now there are multiple meanings to this but let me state a few.

First the blowing of the rams horn is called the Shofer. It is the horn that was meant to be used to call an assembly of the people. Second another name for Limos is horse. So if the chauffeurs were standing by their white horses and they had rams horns as a decoration on the hood then what would you think this meant? I had this dream probably about three years ago. And nothing much has changed until recently. And that is after this war I was in.

Now it came about that God gave me a message. And if you are still reading then pay close attention please. God showed me that the day would come when I would have a message that would be critical to the church. He showed me that it would come after a great battle in my life and in my families life. That is still happening. He showed that the church would ask me to share this message, in person, with them. In a dream from years ago I went ahead and gave them the message and the church rejected me and treated me with disdain. In a dream from a few days ago the ushers took me and said they would teach me a lesson because they would not be fooled again as they had been on Easter Morning. For they represent the guardians of the church, the Roman Soldiers who ‘allowed’ Christ to rise from the dead. In this case the ushers stood for those who were fighting against the evil of that resurrection for they are the spirits of men who hate anything new to infiltrate the church. So they went out and did evil and planned to beat me up just outside the church door.

Now if this is the established church then the message I have would be foolish of me to share. But after I get some iced tea I’ll share it with you anyway.

Once there was a man named Jesus who came to earth. He came to give men freedom. And that freedom was meant to speak of things like liberty. Pilgrims came to this land, of America, to Israel, and to other lands like it because those places represented freedom to serve God has they chose. But there rose up men who did not want freedom. They went out and searched out knowledge from around the world. They found it and they destroyed it. Everywhere they went, going back to the crusades, they threw out things, treasure, ideas, dreams, objects like computers, things that men had made and they found. They threw them out and they tossed them into the sea and they threw out God from the church and they tossed out all the dreams they could find. For in this one thing they realized that women were part of that dream. And women were meant to be included in the vision God had.

Now some would say “Why women?” Because women were the downtrodden and the forbidden and the locked and the hurt and those who suffered. It wasn’t Gods desire they usurp men, just dream. And those dreams were meant to be part of the story of history. But the Crusades saw them toss out everything women had done and there was a lot of it. So history speaks mostly of men and it speaks mostly of the things they accomplished. And the end result is knowledge of men is still the king of men. And those things women learn are tossed away. Until finally it comes full circle and women want to be heard and want to be seen and want their understanding added to the collective knowledge.

Now women were not the rapture nor were they perfect. They just wanted to have their part understood. For they were part of the dream that was and that is the story that is coming. But the rapture is really part of this for women were part of that story. And they were part of Jesus’ return from the grave. And they were part of his life. Sometimes in ways like intimacy as when Mary Magdaline took the perfume and anointed his feet with oil. She used what she had and back then it was expensive.

 Today most people would use oil of corn or of coconut or olive oil. But in a dream I had recently, the same one where I was about to be beat up by the ushers, a woman in the back accidentally dropped a mango on my foot. I was wearing no socks only sandals. She took motor oil and poured it on my foot and she kissed it during the service. This so enraged the pastor and those in authority that they were kicked out of the church.

I didn’t understand it at first. It was only one foot and she had dropped a mango on it. A fruit I love. She had cleaned off my foot with her kiss and anointed my foot with regular motor oil.

I asked God for help with this part and He showed me that this was a representation of Christ in the church. That what they preach on is surrounded by pews filled with people who are intent on the word of God. But when the word was put into practice in the back row there was a hub bub just as it happened with Christ. He was tossed out of the building afterwards because there was no one who would stand up for the woman. No one who understood that she kissed his feet and anointed his feet out of love.

If there were one church in America that would allow a simple woman to do this in the back row to a messenger of Jesus Christ, then I would like to know it. Because God went out into all the world and sought out any church that would and there were none. Not one. And if that were not allowed in the established church who calls themselves by the name of Christ, then who is their messiah? He hasn’t changed. He would still accept that kiss from a woman and if she were beautiful men would say in their hearts or even aloud, that she were a prostitute. She was in church but no one saw her. They kicked her out and her soul went to hell. For she was real and this event, though a dream, is based on an event that took place nearly two thousand years ago.

For there is no one in all the world who would allow it in their church. SO who then do I, as a man, a friend, turn to with this knowledge? The answer is the church in my dreams regaled me with hatred. She turned her back on me. She spit on me. She ignored me. And she allowed me to drown for I had no one to support me with great encouragement during my days of trial. I speak only of spiritually. For I had no friend sit down with me and talk to me to be encouraged. I really did have to encourage others. I became a person of measure because I became part of the problem. I was turned over to the authorities who mocked me. They beat me and they twisted me into a body bag and took me into their world time after time. It was because I was a menace to Sin. And Sin set his course towards my family to destroy everything I loved. Every person I knew left. Every relative I knew suffered. Every friend of my parents went through hell. Sin went after anyone connected to me. And it was war.

Now I didn’t give up on God and God didn’t turn away from me. I could not hear Him but I listened. And in that listening I began to realize I was growing in knowledge and in understanding and in those words there was coming up hope. And hope became part of my story. And that is something I will speak of Someday when men might be ready.

Now I may sound like I’m to die. I’m not. Both my parents suffer to death but not into death. My family hates our suffering and I understand. It is a problem that doesn’t go away and when those problems arise much better to deal with it by fate. For fate is that which rises up and says “Maybe I’ll die and maybe I won’t. But whatever happens I’ll still serve God.”

But I see it differently. I see it this way. The above might have been something I might have said at one time but now I believe that I am in Gods hands. And I can state confidently I have no plans on going down to meet Death. He might be a nice guy and he is gifted with great stories but lets be honest. I’ve met him in other ways and that is enough. He doesn’t have authority over me. And that power is not his either to take. And if men tried, well, even they are under authority. And that means this story is long.

I want to share part of the message God gave me to end this. The Rapture began nearly two years ago. It was meant to be divided. Those who were raised up in the air were meant to be by death. They came up as scheduled and they are now with the Lord. Those who went into judgment, and there were many, are now with the Lord. They all chose a path that took them away from Hell and they all submitted to a judgment God reserves called Mercy. You’ll hear more about it later.

Now you don’t like this yet and perhaps you have a right but Sin was the major culprit and I had to fight with God to find this out. I didn’t know who was responsible and God did but He needed a man to confirm it. Think of it this way. They, the Father, Son and Holy Spirit are considered one. They needed two witnesses to confirm who was behind all this evil. So I got to play the part of the detective and I went into it big time. And I discovered it was a convoluted trail that went back to the ancient civilizations that once existed. And there were all kinds of interesting things I learned which God helped uncover. And I was able to speak prophetically and learn knowledge impossible to know except by speaking through faith. And I made it through and I learned that there were all kinds of bad guys. And I got to judge some of them including angels so I became a man on earth judging men and women of the ages. Its true. I was there in my prayer time. Don’t say prayer is boring because it isn’t when you have a friend like God.

And there were times I was allowed to preach to souls and they repented and I have a crown coming to me called the Crown of Life. It means that I helped win about a zillion people to heaven. A zillion is a big number I think. Anyway you think this all foolish. That is your choice. I don’t.

I was allowed to meet Christ from a distance in a valley near Drumheller. It became a precious place to me and I asked God to protect it so that future generations would know that it was the place where Christ found me praying in my tent. He appeared to me on the side of the tent, with my eyes closed, but bright as day. Wearing a vest like highway workers used. In his one hand a surveyors rod and in the other something like a flashlight which he shone into my right eye.

 That flashlight was meant to speak to my eye to see if there was anything there that would hinder me from seeing a speck. For if I could see a speck I could recognize a mote. A mote was meant to be the mote Jesus spoke of that gets in our eye when we have sinned. It was clean but the bright light blinded me. I didn’t know then that it was a reflection of God coming from the far side of time. And that is at the very conception of the beginning.

This story is long but I hope you enjoy it. Its all real and I am real and so are you.

The Rapture we threw out of the church

It all began when God created earth. It was then that man had a beginning based on life. Man was in a garden called Eden. He sinned. He fell. And he went to hell. Hell was earth. Earth was hell. But no one wanted to go to hell so they called it earth.

Now if that is true it would get your attention because everyone on earth would be sinners. And all men would fail and fall short of the glory of the Lord. And they would die. And then they go to hell? Most on earth have been there more than once. So why send men to eternal punishment when those who suffer on ‘earth’ do so without limit. If hell expands forever then why does Gods government expand forever? Does God want hell to keep pace with his kingdom? Thus there can only be one answer that would glorify God. Earth is hell and those here are part of the region called the nether places. Now if earth is hell, and that did get your attention, then why have a rapture if no one wants to go? Maybe they did but today most churches don’t speak on the rapture and some pastors rebuke those who do. Its true. I was there when one told me that we should not think about the rapture only about winning souls. Yet if we are in hell why should I, as one man, pray for the rapture? If I was the only one who wept and pleaded with God and with His Son and with the Holy Spirit to come back couldn’t that be enough to trigger such an event?

Well, God seemed to think so because He sent a series of Limousines to pick me up each with a chauffeur. And each chaffer represented the ram dodge brand. And the limos also represent horses. White ones at that. And the chauffeur was there to blow the Rams horn. And I was there hiding amidst the limos because no one else on earth heard the horn. It was meant to be heard spiritually first before it could be heard naturally. This way the dead could rise first and then the living. But the dead didn’t want to come up to ‘hell’ on earth because it was filled with people calling themselves Christian. And those were the ones who cast me out of the church because a woman wanted to anoint my feet with oil while the pastor was preaching.

So that was a dream but it was a spiritual dream that showed me things about the church. God showed me so many dreams of the church being buried under sand and under garbage and under things that had hindered her for centuries. Yet she did not know she had to repent. She did not know she had to groom herself and purify herself. She did not know this was the way of heaven to prepare yourself for the coming of the Lord.

And thus the people of earth were ready but they didn’t know why. The Christians were holding them back because they were busy building ministries that glorified men but not God. Now some tried but they established church after church after church and yet not one knew it was the last day harvest spoken of in scripture. And everyone thought that meant you had to rush out and win a soul. It didn’t. It meant the farmer took his harvest to the foot of the cross and brought up to heaven those things he had accomplished. And then he was meant to pray for the rapture.

But people got it backwards and it shook out the thorns and the brambles and the tumbles and every spirit in the universe. They wondered why and it was because there was a man praying. And that one man brought in the harvest and took the fruit and brought it up to heaven and prayed “Now what God” because it was all done. Nothing else was left to do except rapture those who really wanted to go. And that meant that the dead had already been in heaven for several years and those who were to be raptured, those who really wanted to go were taken. And those who were left were those who really felt like they hadn’t done anything.

And so it ends. The story. The puzzle to the church. The puzzle of the rapture that happened and no one came when the white limos, horses, showed up. No one heard the Shofer. No one heard the Rams horn. No one listened when God said “It is done”. And no one cared.

This is a true story. And I was the man who fought with God. Not against Him just with Him. And within a short time there will be a tumbling down from heaven one blessing. And it will be a blessing named the man of fall. It will be a spirit who will come and preach. And then another will fall and they will go out and preach. And these are spirits who fell but did not fall like Satan. They only fell to earth so they could be the two witnesses. And they will come to Jerusalem and they will start their 3 and a half year ministry. And Christians will see it and say “Isn’t that the beginning of the tribulation?” And men of God will say “It should be after the rapture and that hasn’t taken place yet.”

I’m here to tell you it happened and we were not ready. Not one of us. We all fell short of the glory of God. And if this story scares you and it should then pray. And ask God what you can do. Because if the rapture came and went then the people of earth threw out the things that were meant to be used such as the bowls and trumpets. For those were meant to be used by those who were coming. The angels. And the angels are mad. And I don’t blame them. They wanted a big show. And they were ready. Heaven was ready. And no one on earth cared that Jesus Himself was ready. We just went our way and Sin fell and began destroying us.

So do you want a rapture? I wonder. I truly wonder if anyone really cares anymore.

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