11/26/2007

Why I was wrong on Thanksgiving as rapture day

Joel Akin

I am a man. I fight as a man. I have heard it said “You can’t know the day or the hour. I sought God and I put down a day. I failed. I wish to apologize to all those who came and sought clarity. I wish to apologize to the people I love.

I apologize to God for trying to be God. I apologize because I failed. I also wish to erase this but I felt it needs to be a reminder to those who go into prayer.

For that is what I did. I went into prayer. I didn’t go seeking after other men’s knowledge. I went after God alone. I put God on my highest agenda. I put prayer first in my life above everything else. Even above my own life. I went into it with prayer and I sought God in prayer. And if that is what it takes to fail then I say I still continue to pray. Only I failed so bad that I can’t express it. And that tells me there is something wrong with me, with you who pray with me for the rapture, with man in general or with knowledge. For I went into it with hope and I went into it with desire. I went into it with an idea that came to me. I went into it with the gifting of the Holy Spirit. I went into asking God to confirm it. I went into it with prayer the Holy Spirit would confirm it. And I failed.

Now I fail every day in prayer yet I keep going in prayer. I go into prayer not afraid just wondering what is going on. Why? Because prayer is to God. If we pray to God through the Lord Jesus Christ and if we confess our faults to those we failed, and if we live a life like an ascetic and like a monk forsaking all but writing then where did I fail? You would say I failed by putting down a date. I did. Yet I not just asked God to release me from it I begged him. I said no man can know the hour. And each time I had a desire to retain it. And I failed. Why allow it if you know you are gong to fail? I can’t answer that.

If God wanted to humiliate me, and that doesn’t make sense unless I really hurt him, then it is a lie. And so a lie that can sound like God has to be dealt with in my life. And I state it here for those who follow. Signs and ideas and even dreams didn’t seem to be enough. I was lead to scripture and that didn’t seem to be what was needed. And so I lend a course to the ear and I bend a course to the heart and I state that I did not lie to a man. Sin might have. But I broke him down to this point only to hurt and crush and maim? That seems to be the idea. But let me put this war into progress for you. I woke up and I said “I have failed to help a man on earth supply one quiz for man. Who is going to help them? For if I take this man up it is to help him see who is fighting. For this being knows and is right in taking the lie to the key man of prayer. He put it on top of him. That the rapture is going to happen. For if the rapture cannot happen it might be because all of you are in hell. And there is no rapture for the people of hell.

That sounds even worse then an answer. It sounds like  a man failed to heed and submitted to a demon. A demon being the voice that writes. So if I am a demon and I love man who then is fighting against that demon? I am and he who is writing is. It is a demon who wrote out one line which men have gotten wrong. That the day or the hour refers to a rapture. It refers to a day unlike any other day ever made. It refers to a lie of sin and evil.

The day of the Lord is the day of a man. It is the day of a man and not the day of God. The day of a Lord is a day when man fights and wins. And this is that day. This is the day of sin and man warring with each other. It is the day when a man becomes a son and a day when a son is called lord. Lord of men. It sounds like God but it is a man who fights to overcome. And there is no one who puts themselves down lower then he. And there is none of you who will read the first part and cheer but not the second part and fear for his soul.

Yet if I am a man I fight because I know the enemy. I know he is more powerful then anyone you can imagine. I met him in the spirit and I can tell you no one on earth knows him. I can tell you his name but it would mean nothing to you. It is the name of a lie and a lying spirit.

So I end this with a warning. Don’t play with things you don’t want. If you pray and expect to receive then know I’ve prayed day and night without ceasing. I have sought God unlike you. I know you might pray but I prayed with knowledge. I prayed with understanding. I fought this being till he found who I was. Then he came with me to the grave and cast me down without a thought. And that is when I had authority and anointing.

The day of the Lord is here. It is not that I can be what you want. I am in war day after day. I have heard the desire of the Lord for a day but I did not hear the fact. And that is why I can still write with hope for I am not meant to be a prophet. And that is the perfect answer to why. As to when it depends on how and when this war goes. I am being lead in every way to bend the way of the Lord. I am being asked to trust but it is difficult. Yet I lay a course for you who do know what real prayer is. Watch and pray. Otherwise this being will come knocking and knock you flat.

And I say that by permission of God. Don’t mess with his heart and don’t mess with him. Pray to be covered in the blood of Jesus Christ. Pray until you have the victory. And that is a give of a man who is called to be a lord in the house of God.